I haven’t been too happy lately… Probably not at all. Nothing is really making me in a good mood nowadays; it’s been too long. I feel like I see my life like an amiss. Sure, I laugh here and there, but I feel distant from everyone. I don’t have much to do in my life but school, see my girlfriend, and hang with distant friends. I’ve done so much better in school than I ever have in high school. I’m not as close to anyone anymore, I’m losing friends and becoming more in solitude. I guess that’s okay; they’re having their fun and I’m here, focusing on my academic studies and for the future. I’ve just been so down for way too long. That’s just fine with me.